I was sitting today in a bus on my way to home as there were some two young guys in the same bus. The bus was full-packed and the one of these kids was having imaginery friend sitting next to him, so that nobody couldn’t get into that seat. As shameless as I am I said vabandust and took the place.
I continued watching my newest pewdiepie video, as the boy was literally giving me only half of my own seat as a revenge me sitting above his imaginery friend. I wasn’t going to lost this battle so I just didn’t mind and concentrated in the video. As we were in the middle of the bus ride, one of the boys realized that I am watching pewdie and poked the other one. As he wasn’t immediately realizing why he was being poked his friend poked him again and shook his head to my side. I was playing it cool, and pretending not to see them looking at my phone. They changed eye contact and after that the kid removed his legs from my seat. MUAAhhahaHAHAH. The battle was won. I started to meme them by watching some PUBG videos to see if I can get even two chairs to myself but that wasn’t obviously as interesting as Felix. Well- maybe I should try Fortnite video -but I am not into that.
Enough that. I have been really open about my addiction to pewdiepie. Well- to be honest, not so straight tho. I have always called him Felix because I don’t want to belong in the nine year old army, eventhough I think I am one of them.
In addition to felix offering me more pleasurable bus ride- he lead me back to the video games (well my dear friend too, but mainy Felix). Before I watched his videos I despised him. As we often do when we do not understand something. I saw a video here and there and I couldn’t understand why anyone would look such a person. But the thing is- like in any other areas in life- you need to understand and get familiar with the person before you can.
Finally my addiction started when I had a bit extra time in my life and I consumed it ofcourse by watching youtube. I felt lonely, and watching him playing video games felt like I had a company. The more I watched, the more I realised why over 60 million people love him. He is funny, good-looking and intelligent, all in the same package. And the thing is- you kinda grow with him. I think when he speaks about something he puts the ideas into the words other people can not do so well- you get the feeling while watching the video, that yes- that is exactly how that thing is.
Ofcourse he had his scandals, but I don’t bother talking about them because I am not in a place that I know enough what I am talking to. However, I can also clearly see why mainstream media tries to put him down. He has audience of 60 million people, and he speaks what he wants. He is powerful and he has power to influence the audience through his youtube channel. It is exactly what mainstream media had earlier.
So Felix, if you ever read this. I am sorry that I judged you earlier. I still appreciate that you have zero deaths (everybodyyyyy) in resident evil.